...and my lazy cat

My room

won't break down.

Eparrei Iansã

.

I don't wanna lose you.
I have flaws, I know.
I have scars, I know.

I'm trying to get better, maybe be better.

Don't send me away.

You don't even have to love, me, love. Just stay by my side, I'll be ok, in a while. Maybe then you'll even love me.

I grabbed your hand. I know, selfish. I should have let you go while it was time. I shouldn't have showed you my world, you'll maybe get trapped. I'm sorry. I know I hurt you. It hurts me too.

But I want you, you know?

.

É... como faz falta o Cruzeiro do Sul...

''How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a rolling stone...''

No home. No room is a home. No heart is a home. No country is a home. Drifting. Hitchhiking. Oh whatever. Let's see where my feet get me.

Noisy baby

Flagey. Or maybe the sun. Or maybe I'm just ok, now.

Rencontrer une certaine personne qui m'a tant fait souffrir (yep, it's you, teach') et remarquer que mon coeur ne s'emballe pas, plus. Qu'il me semble désormais justement bien vide.

Quelques rayons de soleil me réchauffent (à peine) à l'arrêt du bus.

Passer par Flagey et sentir que la personne qu'on espère apercevoir n'est plus la même. Les yeux se perdent vers l'église et plus en face. Et sourire.

Voir une fille qu'on trouve jolie; se souvenir dans le rouge de ses cheveux de la rose, offerte quelques soirs plus tôt. Elle lézarde au soleil. Je souris.

Archie Shepp dans les oreilles.

Juno

Really loved this movie.

the soundtrack's also awesome, check here.

I just wanna ride away

Picture: Voksne Mennesker (Daniel)

C'mon c'mon take me in your 'mobile, let's ride away, let's get away, let's reach a beach, let's ride a bike, let's hide in the night, let's eat some candy barefoot in the sand.

Let's make love, love.

C'mon take me out of here.
I'd like to run, to be gone.
But I'm kinda wanting you to join.

Katy Lied/Steely Dan

Toute mélancolique que j'étais, dans le tram, quand mon lecteur MP3 a décidé de me passer ça. Et voilà. Non, rien ne sera plus comme avant, en effet. Mais c'est ça la règle du jeu. Et quand on prend les paris, tout est ouvert, tout est possible. Même que tout se passe bien.

"Nada do que foi será
De novo do jeito que já foi
um dia
Tudo passa, tudo sempre
passará
A vida vem em ondas,
como um mar
Num indo e vindo
infinito
Tudo que se vê não é
Igual ao que a gente viu há
um segundo
Tudo muda o tempo todo no
mundo
Não adianta fugir
Nem mentir pra si mesmo
agora
Há tanta vida lá fora
Aqui dentro sempre
Como uma onda no mar
Como uma onda no mar
Como uma onda no mar
Como uma onda no mar"

Lulu Santos

You stayed. You had no idea of what was going on on my mind. Though you stayed.

Locked me in your arms.
Warm.
Kept me by your side.
Security.
I was terrified.
You couldn't tell. Maybe you felt I was weird.
I'm sorry.
You stayed.
By my side.
It was nice.
Nice to be with someone who can stay silent for a moment, just take me in his arms, no questions asked.
I like to hide in your arms.

Let me stay there and hide from the world, please.

''A vida que vai a deriva é a nossa condução, mas não seguimos à toa...'' Marisa Monte

nothing

I'm not stupid, I'm just drunk. And somewhat stone, also.