Sometimes you just don't know why your heart hurts so much, why you feel so bad. Or you think you have a clue but it's never enough to explain. It's never enough to feel better. I'd just love to feel better.

Sometimes you feel like you're alone. Even though there's a body next to yours. The feeling just don't fit anymore. Your head keeps telling you it's over or it's not worth or it won't do. Well I can try the hammer method. Maxwell's Silver Hammer, come down on my head.

Yeah I know I'll never feel a whole lot better. I know I'm not the kind of person who can be happy. I don't even want to be happy anymore. I don't have that right anymore, I surely don't deserve it by now. But would it be too much to have a little peace? No compassion, wrote Byrne. Ok. But peace of mind? Just some comprehension, touch and smile

Should I try (just a little bit harder) ? Maybe. But it may get me to the same point as the girl who sung that before

2 comentários:

Willie 12:50 PM  

Je comprends toujours pas pourquoi tu culpabilises comme ça. Je ne vois pas où pourrait bien être ta faute dans tout ce qui a pu t'arriver. Tu as droit et tu mérites bonheur autant qu'un autre, et même beaucoup plus que certains. Beaucoup de gens te le diront ou te l'ont sûrement dejà dit : t'es une personne adorable.
Ce n'est pas le bonheur qui te fuit, c'est toi qui fuit le bonheur. Le bonheur n'est pas dans les choses extérieures, mais dans ta façon de les ressentir. Reprends goût aux choses simples et arrête de trop réfléchir, de trop te tourmenter. Apprécie l'instant présent.

beatnik_queen 12:37 PM  

Ouais mais l'instant présent a la fâcheuse habitude d'être plutôt plein d'incompréhension et de problèmes

I'm a Cheshire cat.