Strange feelings... Strange ideas. Le blues et le whisky sont rarement de bons conseillers... Bizarre, à cette époque, tout ce que j'écrivais se terminait par une chute... littéralement.

I'm on the roof
For so many hours
Thinking of you
As the clouds go by

Stormy wind freezes my bones
Icy cold whisky burns my soul

A black cat comes
But I see nothing
My eyes are lost
In the silence

Twisted mind keeps on turning
Faster and faster in the sky

The black cat's gone
And I got up
The floor beyond
Is calling me

Isn't it strange to see your smile
Hiding there amongst those cars

Haunting me again
Asking me to move closer
Just one more step...
I'm flying to your arms

---manu c a may 2004 copyrighted all rights reserved by author

The dream is over...

Told you to get away... told you to leave me before we reach the point of no return. I can't help but beeing me.
And I'm tired of all this...pretending. Pretending to feel fine, better. Pretending your love is enough. Pretending it will keep me from falling. It'll not. I'm still falling. I'm always falling.
Maybe that's Hell. Just plain life... But feeling like drowning all thru it...
Maybe you should still get away. Leave me broken while you can. Leave me broken before I drive you crazy. Before I push you down down down...

even more me!

voilà, ça c'était samedi passé (14 mai), au musée d'Art Fantstique, à côté de quelques créations de mister Michel Dircken, un des piliers de l'horreur à Bruxelles. Mouahaha.

oui, je grimace, je sais. J'aime pas trop être prise en photo! (si si)

more me^^


*Je l'aime bien celui-là... Assez vieux, un des seuls que j'ai pu sauver de ma 1ère 'vague' d'écriture. Ils parlaient tous de la même personne... Et j'ai tout jeté un jour où la douleur était trop forte. Tout sauf quelques-uns que je n'avais pas retrouvé... quelques rescapés. [Ph., I still miss you sometimes...]

My home could be anywhere
But there's just nowhere I can call home
And I ought to see I'm lost
Now that once more you're gone

Making a stone of my heart
Burning out my soul
You've driven me mad
You've stolen my reason

They say I must forget you
But I wonder should I try to
'Cause I know someday, maybe today
You'll take my blue away

I know I should forget you
If I don't wanna cry
But every time I try
You come and melt my heart

Now all I can do -so wrong
Is hope you won't be long

(21 march 2002)

---manu c a march 2002 copyrighted all rights reserved by author

I'm a Cheshire cat.